Not here, not there, just me..

No other road, no other way, no day but today. -RENT-

So.. Today i woke up

And with my eyes still closed i felt this shaking inside of me, really weird, tried to shake it off and went on with my day, now as i go back to bed, just about to end my day i feel it again… And this time, i just get it, so clear, it’s you! I missed you so much today it’s stupid. It makes me kind of mad actually ‘cause when i feel i’m moving on… There u are…
It’s crazy! U’ve been gone for so long now! How can i still miss u, and dream of you and hear u sing… ? Uh? I don’t think it’s normal. How can it be? This terrible heartache, this shivering in my bones, the pounding in my head every time your face pops in my mind…


No es igual. Soy feliz y no puedo pedir mucho mas pero…… Ay! Estos días hacen que me retuerza. And at the end of the day… That last phonecall keeps repeating…
U did say goodbye, solo que no quise escuchar. Y de verdad solo quisiera que aún existieras, no sabes lo quedaría por verte respirar el 2014.

And with that extremely depressing thought i sleep now, my heart its just ready to jump off my chest…